While age has calmed him, every now and then something – most often a matter of food or affection – might still trigger him. Though the threat is now limited more to growls than an actual attack, those growls could freeze blood. Conversely, he is more affectionate than ever, extraordinarily so in my opinion, often blocking me from leaving if he desires more. On occasion, he will not eat until I pet him. He particularly responds to hugs. Once he’s satisfied, I can go.
The question
about Jumbo extended more broadly to pets as possible inspiration in creating.
Though it might now appear redundant after my revelation about Mufasa, I would
like to offer further commentary about this. Contact with any of our five aging
pets (two dogs, three cats) generally affects my overall sense of well-being.
In turn, an elevated state of mind enables me to concentrate my internal
resources purposively, for certain upon writing, but even just to experience an
infusion of gratitude for being alive.
The daily routines of our pets include the pursuit of affection from me and my wife which they get. During the pandemic, my recognition of the interdependence between our pets and us has grown and clarified. Their presence and our tending to their needs have reduced the sense of isolation Covid 19 can produce.
Though I believe when you caress an animal, you quiet internally, nevertheless they can inspire intense emotions, love prominent among them. I’ve never cried at the death of a human being, no matter my sense of loss, but the passing of a pet leaves me in torrents of tears.